Walking for the sake of walking is a zen experience.
The rhythm of left foot-right foot-left foot-right foot
just naturally begs for a repetitive mantra.
Peace
Joy
Love
Hope
works for me.
And when I
settle into my body
and focus on the rhythm of my steps,
my breath and my four words,
I walk my way into a light trance.
In that state,
wisdom and guidance bubble up.
A sense of well-being envelops me.
The landscape around me
becomes part of my meditation,
a contributor to the sense of harmony
emphasizing the whole,
the unity, the energetic connection
of between me and everything, everywhere.
Walking for the sake of looking
is something all together different.

Yesterday, with the "marine layer" of clouds
dissipating and patches of blue peeking through
I felt the urge to walk.
The meditative kind of walk.
But just in case
I stuck my new little pocket-sized
12.1 megapixel Canon Power Shot SX200
in the pocket of my jacket
and headed to my favorite
scenic place to walk.
So much for walking to walk.
The walking to walk
became walking to look.
And that is a horse of a different color.
When you're walking to look,
everything is shouting for your attention.
Instead of settling into a tranquil trance,
you find yourself working up a frenzy of excitement.
At least I do.
The act of looking
consumes my consciousness.

Although the little Canon
has a digital display
rather than a viewfinder,
and I'm really a "through the lens"
kind of girl,
I figure I see everything
through the lens
of my very special way
of being in the world.
And even though I'm showing you
only the three self-portraits,
reflections of my body self,
not the other magical shots I took,
images that may be
the most exciting I've ever done
(from an artistic, painterly viewpoint)
each image I capture
is at its essence,
its very center,
a glimpse into who I am
and how I inhabit my world.
Every photograph
is, in that specific sense,
a self-portrait.
I'll show you some of the "not-me" self portraits soon,
but not today. I need to savor them a little more
before I send them out into the outer world.